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so i have to do three pieces for friday for this chics fetish glam ball
apparently shes going to attempt to sell the pieces there
with any luck, they'll sell, and ill get some of the proceeds
hopefullllly
so
wish me luck on gettting them done
sigh
pity a horny girl from the 505
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dry eyes

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hahah
sleep deprived eyes is more like it.
Lydia is a horny bastard but has yet to find anyone she wants to fuck that she can have.


oh well
lol
whatever
i cant htink of anything to write...
or type for that matter.
so
buh bye
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96

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now that the ending numbers have switched i feel its time for another entry.

ive been  so exhausted the entire day, mostly cuz i got only five hours of sleep last night, when im already sleep deprived to begin with. god damn today sucked for that reason.feel asleep a few times, as usual when i dont get my damn coffee.



hahahhaa
i have figured out how to avoid doing all my homework tonight except for art, and now i feel proud. mainly cuz i have to bathe still. i want a shower so badly. you people have no idea.


FOUR MORE PAGEVIEWS AND THEN 3000!! dude
if someone acctually gets that one, and realizes it, and informs me, i just might do some art thing for them. and actually send it. maybe

lol

if you do you have to inform me of it. otherwise, no food for you
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69

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hahaha
my pageviews end in 69 at the moment, and i find that funny. because sometimes, you just gotta cut loose and have the mentality of a fourth grader. wouldnt you all agree?
im glad you do.


anyways, it seems i get to do some photo reproductions for an aquaintance of mine, theyre of fetish stuff, for her fetish glam ball that shes going to have. im somewhat excited, cuz theyll be shown there, and maybe even selllllllllll....
though im not sure whether or not Id get money .

thatd be cool
i always need money, seeing as im always broke.
or have maybe a few bucks and thats the extent of it.
ah wellllll
whatever.


sighhh
and theres a concert tonight that i have to go to, cuz ill be doing the merch booth. tis the rock org stuff. actually its the abandon all hope show that i did the flyer for... soooo i hope we sell out this show too. with any luck we will. HOPEEEEEE


ah well
im gonna go and get some clothes on now, and finish laundry

all you fuckers enjoy yourselves
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soo
it seems i am stoned
however
i have not been exposed to pot lately
so it is thus impossible?
I SAY NAY!!!!!!!!!!!

god said so
he appeared to me in my mind just a few sentences ago, in the form of a tired and jaded bunny rabbit and said. " thou art stoned, but not stoned, and this happening is because of my WRATH!!!! the wrath of the heathens and heretics, and thats cuz you doodle in church and draw and all that junk and clap off beat and do little dances and when it comes time to shake peoples hands during the peace you pretend your hand is a dead fish and thus provide a horrible limp handshake that all loathe. so for this reason, i have not let you sleep well, or get to sleep even if you want to, and so now you are so sleep deprived you feel like you are stoned. and what is worse, THOU SHALT APPEAR STONED AS WELL!!!!! amen.
so kiddies, beware of tired and jaded bunny rabbits appearing in your mind saying they are god, cuz they just might explain things to you and you will NOT be happy with the explanations they give you.
now.
i have to go do art
that i will prolly not get around to posting
however, before the art of rapture, nirvana, and all things orgasmic, i have to do my stupid pre-cal homework. and hate the fact that im young, and wish that i was in my twenties, and that i didnt have to endure the shit that im going through now, like being surrounded by lameasses, and bunny rabbits, and stupid rambling journal entries, and people who hate me, and girls who are better than me, and better than i ever will be, and who are classified as hot when all i can ever get is 'cute" or "pretty" but never hot. NEVER. i think ive gotten that title once or twice? and you know whats worse, in some aspects? when you see the guy you want so badly, and hes with another girl, and you get the horrible feeling that they are gonna FUCK ALL NIGHT LONG AND HAVE BEEN FOR QUITE SOME TIME OR WILL AT LEAST KEEP IT UP FOR WEEKS ON END. and then you realize you cant have him and never will be able to, and all you'll be able to do is be his friend, and wish and hope that maybe he sees you in a different light someday.
but he prolly wont
shit.
math and art time
i hate life sometimes


i wonder how im gonna end up when im older
LYDIA THE RAMBLER AND TWISTED SANE GIRL OF CHAOS AND THE KINGDOM OF INSNAITY< OF WHICH SHE IS THE RULER. ha.
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